A Certain Slant of Light

What I’ve Just Finished Reading

littlerhymes and I finished Margaret Mahy’s The Changeover, about which I had more mixed feelings than about The Haunting. It does many of the same things just as well as The Haunting: the family relationships (here, I particularly liked Laura’s relationship with her mother Kate), the uncanny magic. But it also has a romance that I can only describe as EXTREMELY 80s (the book was published in 1984), in which school prefect Sorenson backs our heroine Laura into a wall and fondles her breast and then they joke about whether this is sexual harrassment. I think in fact it is!

My theory is that Sorry (I also just can’t with this nickname) is trying to prove that, although he is a boy witch (which is quite rare; most witches are girls), he is a normal boy in OTHER ways. But for goodness sake, Sorry, couldn’t you overcompensate in a way that is NOT groping our heroine?

Edward Prime-Stevenson’s White Cockades confirmed my impression of Prime-Stevenson’s extremely moderate gifts as a writer of fiction. Prime-Stevenson wrote the book to be as slashy as possible (he later recommended it as a book with Uranian undertones in The Intersexes, a nonfiction book about what would eventually be called homosexuality, written under a different penname), and it’s got all the ingredients - the heroes are fascinated by each other at first meeting! And one gives the other a ring! And they swear “whither thou goest, I will go!” - but somehow it doesn’t achieve the depth of emotion of, say, Anne Shirley sobbing in the window seat because someday Diana will get married.

I also read Johann Hari’s Stolen Focus: Why You Can’t Pay Attention - and How to Think Deeply Again, which to be honest I found so depressing that I struggled to finish it. This is the result of an unfortunate collision between the book’s proposed systemic changes to fix some of the reasons why many people are finding it increasingly hard to focus nowadays (very short version: web designers designed many websites to be addictive and distracting because it maximizes their profits), and my current low-key despair about the US ever getting it together to ever make any systemic changes. Or at least any good ones.

What I’m Reading Now

Frances Hodgson Burnett’s T. Tembaron has become my “book to read on my cell phone when I am in line,” which means that progress is slow but ALSO means that every time I am in line I am all “YES, it’s Tembaron time!!!”, which means the slow progress is worth it.

Tembaron has acquired a friend with amnesia AND ALSO inherited a fortune! (Likelihood that the friend with amnesia is actually the lost heir to said fortune: low, but I wouldn’t put it past Burnett!) He is now on his way to England and I am VERY curious to see how English society feels about this slangy New York street urchin with a heart of gold.

In Dracula news, Jonathan Harker has been MENACED by three SEXY LADY VAMPIRES, only to be saved by Dracula who announced to the sexy lady vampires that Jonathan Harker is HIS and then bridal carrying Harker to his room. (I’m making an assumption re: bridal carry, as Harker swooned at the psychological moment.) This book is SO much.

What I Plan to Read Next

Will I finally start reading the physical books on my TBR shelf instead of checking yet more books out from the library? I’ve been meaning to do this for months now, but I keep getting seduced by just one more library book.

I did not expect Johann Hari’s Chasing the Scream: The First and Last Days of the War on Drugs to blow my tiny mind. I knew that the war on drugs grew out of a race panic in the early twentieth century. (“Black men/Mexican men/Chinese men seducing white women with cocaine/cannabis/opium! THIS SCOURGE MUST BE STOPPED.”) I’ve read about many of the experiments Hari cites, like Bruce Alexander’s Rat Park. I was already basically in accord with Hari’s view that the war on drugs has been a disaster.

But nonetheless the book did blow my tiny mind, because Hari not only shows that the war on drugs has only led to an increase in crime and increased power for organized crime without making any perceptible dent in the number of addicts - he also shows that almost everything that I thought I knew about drugs & addiction were wrong.

Case in point: Only 10% of drug users become addicts. This holds true even for drugs like crack cocaine or heroin, even though the general perception with these drugs that “if you try these once you’re probably going to die an addict.” (This is more or less the impression I got in health class.)

In fact it turns out that addiction itself often dies out naturally, even in the absence of any heavy-duty treatment: people drink alcohol or smoke pot or do heroin because the pain and stress in their life is unmanageable, and when they’re in a manageable situation again they either stop entirely or become recreational users again. (Hari cites heroin use statistics among US soldiers in Vietnam: people were terrified that hordes of hopelessly addicted soldiers would come back to the States and wreak havoc, but in fact 95% of the soldiers stopped once they got home. They no longer needed it.)

The reason for this discrepancy is that the War on Drugs narrative about drugs is all about the chemicals in drugs. It promotes the idea that addiction is a result of chemicals: drugs have chemical hooks that hijack your brain and force you to need more drugs forever.

But, Hari explains, although that chemical effect is real, it’s actually not the main factor that drives addiction. “With the most powerful and deadly drug in our culture [nicotine], the actual chemicals account for only 17.7 percent of the compulsion to use.” (183)

Side note. One of the bitter ironies of the drug war is that the two deadliest drugs - alcohol and tobacco - aren’t illegal. (They tried it briefly with alcohol during Prohibition, but that had such deleterious effects on white communities that - imagine - the government actually called that one off.)

Other side note, I suspect that 17.7% figure is a bit shakier than some of Hari’s other evidence, but fortunately he has other evidence to muster to support his argument that environment rather than the innate addictiveness of the chemicals is the main driving factor in addiction. This is where Bruce Alexander’s Rat Park experiments come into play.

Capsule summary: if you put rats in tiny bare cages with no other stimulus (which is basically hell on earth for a social animal like a rat - or a human), nine out of ten will use cocaine till they die. If you put rats in a giant cage with lots of toys and other rats to play with, they will use much less cocaine, and none of them will use it till they die.

Also, it turns out that if you take cocaine-addicted rats out of their tiny bare cages and put them in Rat Park, they will make friends with the other rats and soon break out of their addiction.

What the drug war does, instead, is make it harder for addicts to form meaningful connections with other human beings. It’s hard to get a job or find housing with a drug conviction.

Or, as Hari puts it, “the core of addiction doesn’t lie in what you swallow or inject - it’s in the pain you feel in your head. Yet we have built a system that thinks we will stop addicts by increasing their pain.” (166)

Addicts become addicts because the drugs are the only things that can stop their pain - they’ve bonded with drugs rather than with other human beings, often because their rotten childhood gave them no opportunity to form healthy human bonds.

“Professor Peter Cohen...writes that we should stop using the word ‘addiction’ altogether and shift to a new word: ‘bonding.’ Human beings need to bond. It is one of our most primal urges. So if we can’t bond with other people, we will find a behavior to bond with, whether it’s watching pornography or smoking crack or gambling.” (175)

Also, as Hari outlines later, addicts often find people to bond with through their addictions. Gamblers bond with fellow gamblers, alcoholics bond with the bartender, heroin addicts bond with other heroin addicts, etc. Humans need bonds so much that we will latch onto bonds that will kill us rather than go totally without.

(It occurs to me - this is just me spitballing, not something Hari talks about - that we may have to rethink Maslow’s hierarchy of needs. If people are willing to put emotional bonding above safety and even basic physiological needs like food and shelter, we may need to move it down closer to the bottom of the pyramid. Do psychologists actually use Maslow’s hierarchy of needs anymore anyway? It still has currency in pop psychology, at least.)

This doesn’t even close to summarize Hari’s whole book. He also talks a lot about the destruction the drug war has wrought in countries on major drug supply lines, where drug money allows gangs to become more powerful than the cash-strapped local government. He points out that the reason the drug war spread worldwide is because the US basically strong-armed everyone else into it.

But this has already gotten quite long. So the long and the short of it is that our current drug laws are pretty much the opposite of what you would design if you wanted to design a system that would actually limit the harm of addiction. In countries like Portugal, where drugs have been decriminalized, addiction goes down, because it’s easier for addicts to get help and stop being addicts.

And even the addicts who aren’t ready to quit yet become significantly more functional members of society once they no longer have to hustle to pay astronomical prices to pay criminals for drugs (which are often adulterated - and it’s the adulteration that causes a lot of the side effects we associate with drugs). They get a prescription for their drug from doctors, and they get jobs, start families, settle down, and then often stop using simply because there’s so much else going on in their lives that they no longer really need the drug.

It’s a lot cheaper to administer than a drug war, too. In fact, legalized drugs can be taxed, so they become a net revenue stream rather than a revenue drain. And then you’ve got all sorts of money to spend on other things, like child abuse prevention programs that might make a dent in addiction before the drug-using part even begins.

Win-win all around, really. Maybe someday we’ll put this into practice.