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Book Review: The Goldfinch
Unlike The Secret History, which grabbed me by the throat and didn’t let go until I galloped to the end, Donna Tartt’s The Goldfinch is an unevenly paced book. In the first two hundred pages, there’s a terrorist attack on the Metropolitan Museum of Art which leaves our protagonist Theo trapped in a gallery, where he steals a small but exquisite painting, The Goldfinch, which really ought to be exciting but in fact did not grab me with any urgency.
The explosion also kills Theo’s mother, leaving Theo essentially orphaned, as no one knows how to find his deadbeat dad - and it’s only when said deadbeat dad shows up and drags Theo off to live in Las Vegas that the book really grabbed me.
It’s not because of the dad himself, mind, but because the move introduces Theo to Boris Pavlikovsky.
Boris Pavlikovsky is a sweetheart, which seems like a weird thing to say about a fifteen-year-old drug addict who introduced our hero to shoplifting and sniffing glue, but it’s true. Theo is adrift in the desert and also despair, but he comes to life again when he meets Boris, who calls Theo “Potter” (for Harry Potter, because of Theo’s glasses). Almost instantly they are inseparable companions, talking about nothing and everything and watching old movies and looking after each other, because neither of them have any responsible adults to do things like “stock food in the fridge” or “give them a curfew” or even notice on any kind of regular basis whether they’re still alive.
They also sleep together, both in the literal sense (the exchange that launched a thousand fics: “Shh, Potter. Is only me,” which Boris says to Theo one night when they wake up all snuggled together and Theo tries to slip inconspicuously away, because this is maybe… kind of gay??? But half-asleep Boris is just like, more snuggling) but also in the figurative sense that they definitely screw around when they’re drunk and high on all the various substances that they can get their hands on.
Also Theo is SO in love with Boris, there is an entire section which is about the time that Boris got a girlfriend and Theo is explaining in great detail why this bothered him without ever actually saying I WAS SO JEALOUS THAT IT NEARLY CHOKED ME, although the lengthy explanations that he does offer make it absolutely clear that he was, in fact, nearly suffocated by his own jealousy.
The thing about Theo is that he is wildly! intensely! horrendously! uncomfortable with his own sexuality. My personal read is that he’s bi, but deeply in denial and trying so so hard to repress his attraction to men, but you could also make an argument that he’s gay and his relationships with women are just an attempt to convince himself otherwise. His relationship with Pippa definitely fits that pattern - he loves her in part because of her unattainability, because he can love her without ever having to actually physically be with her.
But he does enjoy having sex with his fiance Kitsey, which is why I lean toward the theory that Theo is bi, but really really uncomfortable with his attraction to men, and also deeply uncomfortable with having to actually express feelings or needs or actually get to know the person that he’s with, which is why he’s so hung up on Boris despite said aforementioned discomfort, because Boris gets him without Theo having to do any of the damn work.
Except! What kills me! Eventually Theo leaves Vegas, and also Boris, and they’re separated for a bunch of chapters, and then they meet again as adults - and Boris actually mentions their previous sexual escapades, and he’s all, this is just a thing that happens with teenagers sometimes when they’re horny and high, it doesn’t mean much, except maybe I think it meant more to you?
And with most characters! I could fanwank my way around this! “He said that because he was repressing the strength of his feelings because of internalized homophobia,” I would say, and ship merrily on.
Unfortunately Boris is the LEAST repressed character EVER and if he wanted to bang Theo, you just know that he would have come breezing back into Theo’s life all “Potter! Let’s bang!”
Or perhaps not quite that directly, given that Boris stole Theo’s stolen painting and believes that Theo knows and is angry about it (Theo has in fact not removed the object he believes is the painting from its wrappings in years, and doesn’t know about the theft). Maybe Boris would want to butter Theo up first and then broach the subject of “Hey! Let’s bang!”
But Boris is such a straightforward person that I’m struggling to think of a reason why he would straight up tell Theo that he’s not sexually interested in men if that were not, in fact, the truth. Except! I don’t want it to be the truth! Because if Boris is straight, that means that Theo’s enormous crush is doomed to remain forever unrequited, and that prospect is crushing my soul!
There are pairings in this world where I love the angst of unrequited love, but this is not one of them. Theo has been through so much already that all I want is for him to be able to sleep in Boris’s arms forever for the rest of his life.
I have dipped my toes into the waters of fanfic and so far people seem to be just kind of ignoring this exchange (possibly the recent movie didn’t include it, anyway? A lot of the fic seems to be drawing on the movie) in favor of “Shh, Potter,” and also the scene where Boris crashes Theo’s engagement party. But if anyone has a good solid in-universe explanation that still leaves open the possibility of Boris someday returning Theo’s feelings, please let me know.
The explosion also kills Theo’s mother, leaving Theo essentially orphaned, as no one knows how to find his deadbeat dad - and it’s only when said deadbeat dad shows up and drags Theo off to live in Las Vegas that the book really grabbed me.
It’s not because of the dad himself, mind, but because the move introduces Theo to Boris Pavlikovsky.
Boris Pavlikovsky is a sweetheart, which seems like a weird thing to say about a fifteen-year-old drug addict who introduced our hero to shoplifting and sniffing glue, but it’s true. Theo is adrift in the desert and also despair, but he comes to life again when he meets Boris, who calls Theo “Potter” (for Harry Potter, because of Theo’s glasses). Almost instantly they are inseparable companions, talking about nothing and everything and watching old movies and looking after each other, because neither of them have any responsible adults to do things like “stock food in the fridge” or “give them a curfew” or even notice on any kind of regular basis whether they’re still alive.
They also sleep together, both in the literal sense (the exchange that launched a thousand fics: “Shh, Potter. Is only me,” which Boris says to Theo one night when they wake up all snuggled together and Theo tries to slip inconspicuously away, because this is maybe… kind of gay??? But half-asleep Boris is just like, more snuggling) but also in the figurative sense that they definitely screw around when they’re drunk and high on all the various substances that they can get their hands on.
Also Theo is SO in love with Boris, there is an entire section which is about the time that Boris got a girlfriend and Theo is explaining in great detail why this bothered him without ever actually saying I WAS SO JEALOUS THAT IT NEARLY CHOKED ME, although the lengthy explanations that he does offer make it absolutely clear that he was, in fact, nearly suffocated by his own jealousy.
The thing about Theo is that he is wildly! intensely! horrendously! uncomfortable with his own sexuality. My personal read is that he’s bi, but deeply in denial and trying so so hard to repress his attraction to men, but you could also make an argument that he’s gay and his relationships with women are just an attempt to convince himself otherwise. His relationship with Pippa definitely fits that pattern - he loves her in part because of her unattainability, because he can love her without ever having to actually physically be with her.
But he does enjoy having sex with his fiance Kitsey, which is why I lean toward the theory that Theo is bi, but really really uncomfortable with his attraction to men, and also deeply uncomfortable with having to actually express feelings or needs or actually get to know the person that he’s with, which is why he’s so hung up on Boris despite said aforementioned discomfort, because Boris gets him without Theo having to do any of the damn work.
Except! What kills me! Eventually Theo leaves Vegas, and also Boris, and they’re separated for a bunch of chapters, and then they meet again as adults - and Boris actually mentions their previous sexual escapades, and he’s all, this is just a thing that happens with teenagers sometimes when they’re horny and high, it doesn’t mean much, except maybe I think it meant more to you?
And with most characters! I could fanwank my way around this! “He said that because he was repressing the strength of his feelings because of internalized homophobia,” I would say, and ship merrily on.
Unfortunately Boris is the LEAST repressed character EVER and if he wanted to bang Theo, you just know that he would have come breezing back into Theo’s life all “Potter! Let’s bang!”
Or perhaps not quite that directly, given that Boris stole Theo’s stolen painting and believes that Theo knows and is angry about it (Theo has in fact not removed the object he believes is the painting from its wrappings in years, and doesn’t know about the theft). Maybe Boris would want to butter Theo up first and then broach the subject of “Hey! Let’s bang!”
But Boris is such a straightforward person that I’m struggling to think of a reason why he would straight up tell Theo that he’s not sexually interested in men if that were not, in fact, the truth. Except! I don’t want it to be the truth! Because if Boris is straight, that means that Theo’s enormous crush is doomed to remain forever unrequited, and that prospect is crushing my soul!
There are pairings in this world where I love the angst of unrequited love, but this is not one of them. Theo has been through so much already that all I want is for him to be able to sleep in Boris’s arms forever for the rest of his life.
I have dipped my toes into the waters of fanfic and so far people seem to be just kind of ignoring this exchange (possibly the recent movie didn’t include it, anyway? A lot of the fic seems to be drawing on the movie) in favor of “Shh, Potter,” and also the scene where Boris crashes Theo’s engagement party. But if anyone has a good solid in-universe explanation that still leaves open the possibility of Boris someday returning Theo’s feelings, please let me know.
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But on the other hand, Theo is a very unreliable narrator, so it's possible that he just really really wants Boris not to have a significant emotional relationship with someone else (another Kotku situation!) and is therefore latching onto all the suggestions that maybe! despite claiming to have a wife! Boris is unattached, and Boris politely aids him in this self-deception by not talking about his wife all the time, because he now realizes that Theo was eating his heart out over the whole Kotku thing and there's no reason to rub this new relationship in his face.
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Yeah, Theo's unreliable, but Boris's lifestyle really doesn't lend itself to wife and young kids. Boris also isn't a good liar. If he was really in love with her, Theo would have sensed it and exploded with jealousy.
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Possibly it's like Giri/Haji that way. There's this one part that's really good, and the rest of it is less compelling (although not eyeroll-inducing, like Giri/Haji, but still, a lot of stuff to wade through for the good part).
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But more importantly, BORIS. I didn't interpret the "We were kids, it didn't mean anything" to mean "I'm not into men." I interpreted it as "The sexual element was less important to me than to you." My take is that Boris is sexually more into women, but not only into women. I don't think he's been sexually pining for Theo all this time, but I think he deeply, truly loves Theo and was emotionally pining to at least some extent. If Theo got his head together enough to be with Boris, I think Boris would very happily have sex with him.
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But his crush on Pippa is semi-secret (although clearly Pippa and Hobie know about it, at least somewhat), so that quality is much less pronounced. (OMG, though, that scene where he takes Pippa to see the documentary about Glenn Gould? And it ends up hitting on practically every single one of Pippa's most painful spots? In a way that he maybe could have predicted if he thought about it more, but you can also see why he didn't see it till they actually went? CRUSHING.)
Yes, I can see that take on Boris - definitely more sexually into women than Theo is, probably more sexually into women just in general (if Theo's like a four on the Kinsey scale, Boris is probably a two). Could probably be convinced to have sex with Theo again! And by convinced I mean Theo would just have to ask and Boris might be there with bells on.
Possibly not willing to have an exclusive monogamous relationship with Theo, though? Would Boris give up women? I could see them having a sort of on-again, off-again thing where sometimes Boris jets into town and they get wasted and have sex for three days, and then Boris is gone for six months doing God knows what with God knows who.
On the other hand, I am not convinced that Theo could cope with this arrangement. He might spontaneously combust from sheer jealousy, particularly if he ever met one of Boris's other lovers.
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I could see them having a "don't ask/don't tell" relationship like you describe though. It would be very intense and exclusive in short bursts, and then Boris would vanish for a while and do other things but always come back. I think Theo's denial could cope with that so long as Boris makes sure anyone else he fucks around with is never in Theo's vicinity.
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Boris, meanwhile, clearly wants a bigger life than that, although I bet he would love being able to come to New York occasionally for those intensive and exclusive short bursts of relationship time with Theo. Then he goes off and does his thing and Theo stays in New York and embraces denial (both of the fact that Boris is definitely out there doing it with other people, and the fact that maybe this relationship where they have sex sometimes is kind of gay), which we already know he's super good at. In a weird way it could be quite a stable relationship: they're both getting exactly what they want out of it.
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I wonder if Theo could ever admit to himself, in that context, that Boris is the love of his life? I think it would be very difficult for him, especially if Boris isn't there all the time, because for Theo "I love you" means "You will be killed in a museum explosion."
Pippa is safe not just because she's unavailable, but because she already survived the explosion and so is the one person for whom it's in the past rather than looming in the future.
But! Theo literally did save Boris's life! Maybe he could take that as the disaster that, this time, was finally averted.
I just want those two crazy traumatized addict kids to be happy together, goddammit.
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Boris shows up for Christmas anyway, though, because he knows it's important to Theo even though Theo might literally rather die than admit it.
Do we ever see Pippa and Boris interact? It would be really interesting to see what relationship they develop over time.
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Pippa and Boris never interact. I kept hoping they would. In some ways they have a lot in common: trauma, strangers in a strange land, and they both seem very much in touch with themselves and their own needs and desires UNLIKE A CERTAIN SOMEONE.
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The idea of Boris/Theo/Pippa OT3 just occurred to me and I'm not sure how I feel about it.
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Maximum angst addition: Boris and Pippa date, and Theo is not romantically involved with either of them.
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I agree, Pippa was Theo's only non-performative romantic relationship with a woman. But it was also so much about Pippa as symbol rather than Pippa as person. She's his lost mother, his lost childhood, his pain shared by only one other person, his twin. The bit at the end was even more devastating for me than the Glenn Gould movie, where he mentions the "adorable" drag to her walk and speech as the aspects of her that he loved for that link with his idealized "before," but for her, they were the things that had destroyed her future.
At least she had the sense to get together with a nice vegetarian rather than with Theo.
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And YES, Theo loves Pippa-the-symbol at least as much as Pippa-the-person - to the extent of seeing her disabilities as adorable in a way that basically disregards the impact they've had on her life/music, her identity that was so tied into her sense of herself as a musician.
I've seen some criticism of Pippa's characterization on this account - that she's too romanticized, too symbolic - but I think it's very much a result of Theo's perspective, and Tartt knows Pippa's an actual person, and we get enough information about Pippa that we can get at least some understanding of what kind of person she is outside of Theo's gaze - even though Theo is the one relaying all the information to us.
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Theo must have figured it out at some point; did he never ever mention it past the "old poofter" thing because he was just. that. terrified of being gay/bi himself that he couldn't even deal with the idea that other people might be gay?
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Also Theo's mom, and the doormen on Theo's old building, and... actually I even liked Theo, but in a much more conflicted way than I liked most of the aforementioned characters, it was definitely a liking mixed with "Theo I KNOW you are a trainwreck but there are some thing that does NOT excuse."
Also there is an adorable dog.
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After she had her honest conversation with Theo, I suddenly really liked Kitsey.
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I mean, you've also got Theo's dad and Xandra and Boris's dad to bring the horrible into the mix, but still.
I hope for good things for Kitsey, which means that I hope she breaks her engagement with Theo, and breaks things off with Tom, and finds some totally different guy who is actually nice and loves her and they ride off into the sunset together.
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