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osprey_archer ([personal profile] osprey_archer) wrote2020-02-13 05:05 pm

Book Review: The Goldfinch

Unlike The Secret History, which grabbed me by the throat and didn’t let go until I galloped to the end, Donna Tartt’s The Goldfinch is an unevenly paced book. In the first two hundred pages, there’s a terrorist attack on the Metropolitan Museum of Art which leaves our protagonist Theo trapped in a gallery, where he steals a small but exquisite painting, The Goldfinch, which really ought to be exciting but in fact did not grab me with any urgency.

The explosion also kills Theo’s mother, leaving Theo essentially orphaned, as no one knows how to find his deadbeat dad - and it’s only when said deadbeat dad shows up and drags Theo off to live in Las Vegas that the book really grabbed me.

It’s not because of the dad himself, mind, but because the move introduces Theo to Boris Pavlikovsky.



Boris Pavlikovsky is a sweetheart, which seems like a weird thing to say about a fifteen-year-old drug addict who introduced our hero to shoplifting and sniffing glue, but it’s true. Theo is adrift in the desert and also despair, but he comes to life again when he meets Boris, who calls Theo “Potter” (for Harry Potter, because of Theo’s glasses). Almost instantly they are inseparable companions, talking about nothing and everything and watching old movies and looking after each other, because neither of them have any responsible adults to do things like “stock food in the fridge” or “give them a curfew” or even notice on any kind of regular basis whether they’re still alive.

They also sleep together, both in the literal sense (the exchange that launched a thousand fics: “Shh, Potter. Is only me,” which Boris says to Theo one night when they wake up all snuggled together and Theo tries to slip inconspicuously away, because this is maybe… kind of gay??? But half-asleep Boris is just like, more snuggling) but also in the figurative sense that they definitely screw around when they’re drunk and high on all the various substances that they can get their hands on.

Also Theo is SO in love with Boris, there is an entire section which is about the time that Boris got a girlfriend and Theo is explaining in great detail why this bothered him without ever actually saying I WAS SO JEALOUS THAT IT NEARLY CHOKED ME, although the lengthy explanations that he does offer make it absolutely clear that he was, in fact, nearly suffocated by his own jealousy.

The thing about Theo is that he is wildly! intensely! horrendously! uncomfortable with his own sexuality. My personal read is that he’s bi, but deeply in denial and trying so so hard to repress his attraction to men, but you could also make an argument that he’s gay and his relationships with women are just an attempt to convince himself otherwise. His relationship with Pippa definitely fits that pattern - he loves her in part because of her unattainability, because he can love her without ever having to actually physically be with her.

But he does enjoy having sex with his fiance Kitsey, which is why I lean toward the theory that Theo is bi, but really really uncomfortable with his attraction to men, and also deeply uncomfortable with having to actually express feelings or needs or actually get to know the person that he’s with, which is why he’s so hung up on Boris despite said aforementioned discomfort, because Boris gets him without Theo having to do any of the damn work.

Except! What kills me! Eventually Theo leaves Vegas, and also Boris, and they’re separated for a bunch of chapters, and then they meet again as adults - and Boris actually mentions their previous sexual escapades, and he’s all, this is just a thing that happens with teenagers sometimes when they’re horny and high, it doesn’t mean much, except maybe I think it meant more to you?

And with most characters! I could fanwank my way around this! “He said that because he was repressing the strength of his feelings because of internalized homophobia,” I would say, and ship merrily on.

Unfortunately Boris is the LEAST repressed character EVER and if he wanted to bang Theo, you just know that he would have come breezing back into Theo’s life all “Potter! Let’s bang!”

Or perhaps not quite that directly, given that Boris stole Theo’s stolen painting and believes that Theo knows and is angry about it (Theo has in fact not removed the object he believes is the painting from its wrappings in years, and doesn’t know about the theft). Maybe Boris would want to butter Theo up first and then broach the subject of “Hey! Let’s bang!”

But Boris is such a straightforward person that I’m struggling to think of a reason why he would straight up tell Theo that he’s not sexually interested in men if that were not, in fact, the truth. Except! I don’t want it to be the truth! Because if Boris is straight, that means that Theo’s enormous crush is doomed to remain forever unrequited, and that prospect is crushing my soul!

There are pairings in this world where I love the angst of unrequited love, but this is not one of them. Theo has been through so much already that all I want is for him to be able to sleep in Boris’s arms forever for the rest of his life.

I have dipped my toes into the waters of fanfic and so far people seem to be just kind of ignoring this exchange (possibly the recent movie didn’t include it, anyway? A lot of the fic seems to be drawing on the movie) in favor of “Shh, Potter,” and also the scene where Boris crashes Theo’s engagement party. But if anyone has a good solid in-universe explanation that still leaves open the possibility of Boris someday returning Theo’s feelings, please let me know.

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[personal profile] asakiyume 2020-02-13 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
So... they don't end up together in the book I'm gathering? ... Does the ending of the book in any way satisfy?
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I was satisfied with the ending. They don't end up together but their whole relationship is full of long absences, and it doesn't feel impossible that they could get together in the future. They don't break up, they just part ways in a similar manner to how they've parted before. Also, neither of them has a real, emotionally involved romantic relationship with anyone else.
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[personal profile] asakiyume 2020-02-13 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
*nodding*
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I think she exists but it's a Theo/Kitsey-like relationship: currently only on paper.

Yeah, Theo's unreliable, but Boris's lifestyle really doesn't lend itself to wife and young kids. Boris also isn't a good liar. If he was really in love with her, Theo would have sensed it and exploded with jealousy.
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[personal profile] asakiyume 2020-02-13 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I'll stick with Gennady and Daniel--I don't doubt it's a good book, though.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I also think Theo is bisexual (though could be persuaded that he's gay) because his obsession with Pippa, though I don't think it's primarily sexual, is strongly romantic.

But more importantly, BORIS. I didn't interpret the "We were kids, it didn't mean anything" to mean "I'm not into men." I interpreted it as "The sexual element was less important to me than to you." My take is that Boris is sexually more into women, but not only into women. I don't think he's been sexually pining for Theo all this time, but I think he deeply, truly loves Theo and was emotionally pining to at least some extent. If Theo got his head together enough to be with Boris, I think Boris would very happily have sex with him.
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[personal profile] asakiyume 2020-02-13 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you seen the Netflix show Giri/Haji? I can't really recommend it--its TERRIBLY OVERWROUGHT and kind of silly, but it has a good character in it, Rodney, a gay, drug-addicted prostitute who's half Japanese and half English, who is a sweetheart and sounds a lot like Boris--or maybe it's that my frame of reference for characters like this is pretty limited but still. It's **almost** worth watching Giri/Haji to meet Rodney. ... I say this with one episode left to go--he might die! I don't know. It's that kind of an overwrought show.
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[personal profile] asakiyume 2020-02-13 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
What I'd really like to do is present you with the visual equivalent of a mixtape with just his portions in it. His commentary at a 12-step meeting for drug addicts was hilarious, and other scenes are equally great. But the rest of the show, ughh, your eyeballs get a workout from rolling hard.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard to imagine them having a relationship as utterly exclusive and wrapped up in each other as they did when they were kids, because though I think that's exactly what Theo wants in his heart of hearts, it's not what Boris wants. Boris only did that for a while because his life was so isolated; when he has opportunities for a larger life, he takes them.

I could see them having a "don't ask/don't tell" relationship like you describe though. It would be very intense and exclusive in short bursts, and then Boris would vanish for a while and do other things but always come back. I think Theo's denial could cope with that so long as Boris makes sure anyone else he fucks around with is never in Theo's vicinity.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes! I could totally see this. And now I want fic.

I wonder if Theo could ever admit to himself, in that context, that Boris is the love of his life? I think it would be very difficult for him, especially if Boris isn't there all the time, because for Theo "I love you" means "You will be killed in a museum explosion."

Pippa is safe not just because she's unavailable, but because she already survived the explosion and so is the one person for whom it's in the past rather than looming in the future.

But! Theo literally did save Boris's life! Maybe he could take that as the disaster that, this time, was finally averted.

I just want those two crazy traumatized addict kids to be happy together, goddammit.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-14 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, man, I so want to see Boris spending Christmas with Hobie and Theo and Pippa. He can horrify Hobie by reminiscing about the Vegas Christmas.

Pippa and Boris never interact. I kept hoping they would. In some ways they have a lot in common: trauma, strangers in a strange land, and they both seem very much in touch with themselves and their own needs and desires UNLIKE A CERTAIN SOMEONE.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-14 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
I want this fic.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-15 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
Theo intends to silently eat his heart out over it, but now that they've compared notes, they take a guess about what's going on and tackle him.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-15 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
I kind of anti-ship Theo/Pippa but now I'm wondering if Boris would balance that out.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-15 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my god, my heart could not take that.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
PIPPA. I loved her (and Hobie) almost as much as I loved Boris. I really wished we could see more of her and get more of her perspective, though at least we did get that letter. But I wanted to know what she does with her life!

I agree, Pippa was Theo's only non-performative romantic relationship with a woman. But it was also so much about Pippa as symbol rather than Pippa as person. She's his lost mother, his lost childhood, his pain shared by only one other person, his twin. The bit at the end was even more devastating for me than the Glenn Gould movie, where he mentions the "adorable" drag to her walk and speech as the aspects of her that he loved for that link with his idealized "before," but for her, they were the things that had destroyed her future.

At least she had the sense to get together with a nice vegetarian rather than with Theo.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I did feel that way about Pippa - Theo's view was very idealized, but you could see the real person peeking out from beneath the gloss.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh - what did you think was the deal with Hobie and Welty? They were an old married couple, right? The sort of old school type where everyone knows but it's never mentioned as such?

Theo must have figured it out at some point; did he never ever mention it past the "old poofter" thing because he was just. that. terrified of being gay/bi himself that he couldn't even deal with the idea that other people might be gay?
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-13 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Thinking more about this... I wonder Hobie and Welty was part of the reason why Theo is so utterly terrified of being gay/bi? He was a teenager in a fairly sophisticated NY context, so it's not unreasonable that he figured it out himself when he met Hobie. What if he didn't take the lesson that happy male couples exist, but that happy male couples are doomed to have one of them die horribly LIKE HIS MOTHER and leave the other bereft LIKE HIMSELF?
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[personal profile] minutia_r 2020-02-14 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
Having just finished The Secret History, I'm having trouble believing that Donna Tartt wrote a likable character. Compelling and psychologically complex, sure, but likable? I find myself dubious.
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[personal profile] rachelmanija 2020-02-15 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
And Andy!

After she had her honest conversation with Theo, I suddenly really liked Kitsey.
Edited 2020-02-15 01:11 (UTC)
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[personal profile] littlerhymes 2020-02-22 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
If one could just slice out the Boris parts of this novel, and ditch the other parts, I'd be so much happier. I am greatly enjoying all the Boris discussions in the comments! HE'S THE MOST IMPORTANT CHARACTER! Theo is definitely in love and definitely super in denial.
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[personal profile] littlerhymes 2020-02-23 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds perfect, let me just call up Donna (we're on a first name basis u know) and get this sorted out right now!!!